10/7/2016
Hey, Nick? I feel absolutely terrible by th- Oh shit, sorry... this is Emma by the way I got your phone number off of Charlie, my colleague who set us up. Well, anyway I'm running a little late so I won't be able to make it to the restaurant in time but don't worry. I'll still be there ok? You haven't blocked me on social media yet so I guess that's a good sign? Anyways, see you in a little.
7/12/2016
Oh my freaking god. You need to pick up your phone. Like actually. Do you not have calls on your phone because you never pick up. Ok I feel bad now. I'm not actually mad, I'm actually really really happy. You make me feel like the luckiest girl alive. And I say this with love when I say you need to start freaking answering. It's so excruciating when you don't pick up. No, look, I didn't mean that. You're great. You're excruciatingly great.
3/3/2017
Hey. I really regret not being able to hang out last night. I just had so much work, and cleaning, and I even had to take care of my niece. I know I didn't respond to your text but I was out running errands. And... I have to tell you something. I think I love you. Oh my god. It feels so weird saying it out loud. I've never said it before but... it feels amazing? Call me as soon as you get this ok?
5/5/2017
Nick, we didn't see each other yesterday. You went straight to sleep on the couch and you looked really exhausted. I'm sorry your boss is making you work such long hours, it seems like you're the only one she's doing this to. Anyway you threw your coat and your bags down but I picked them up for you, so don't worry. I love you.
7/7/2017
Look, Nick, we both know that was dumb. Like really retarded. We shouldn't have fought over something that little, but if its worth fighting over for you, then I its worth it to me. But that, man, that wasn't worth it. At all. But, I'm sorry alright. I'm sorry.
8/8/2017
Your mom told me to remind you to call her, I guess you said you would? She's lovely though, and I think it's illegal or something to get along with your parents this well, is it weird to go on a double date with them? We can plan it all out when you come back, just be safe.
10/7/2017
You're probably asleep right now, and I don't want to wake you up from your trip but I wanted to congratulate you, or I guess me too, happy anniversary. It has been such a fun year with you. I couldn't imagine you not in my life, but if I could its not a life worth living. Ok I feel weird like a teenage girl texting her crush but I can't help it with you Nick. Even though we haven't talked in so long I feel like we're closer than ever. Call me as soon as you get this.
4/4/2018
Ok seriously what the hell? What's going on. Vague texts, half ass emails, and no calls back? I'm seriously starting to get worried. I checked online, it says your flight landed. Where are you? I'm with your parents right now and though I love them to death, it's getting awkward without you. Did you miss your flight? I'm trying to keep calm but... call me back. Seriously Nick, whats going on?
6/6/2018
Ok Nick. Seriously what's going on. You said you had to stay on the trip longer but now your boss is back but you still aren't. What's up with that anyway she seemed really mad when I mentioned your name. Nick, this really isn't funny. Everyone is really scared, we even filed a police report. A goddamn police report Nick. Where even are you. Call me. Just, call me.
8/8/2018
My friends told me this was dumb. God I don't even know what I'm trying to do. I blocked you off all my social media, I deleted your texts, I got rid of your number. But for some reason I'm still calling you. I know its only gonna hurt me but come on. Where are you. Let me come. Just say a place, and we'll be there.
10/10/2018
Nick. Screw you. God I can't even swear at you right. I wrote out what I am gonna say, because I wanted this to be perfect, because its the only goodbye we'll have. I loved you. No. I love you. I love how sometimes you would just stare at me for no reason. I love how some nights in bed you would trace my body in the most platonic way. I love how you would grab my hand when you got cold and never let go. I love how you loved me. Bye Nick.
Love you.
